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10:32 Dec 26 2007
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i called this section the emotions



and what dear reader.. should one do when those die away ??

found this while poking around the internet....
11:11 Dec 21 2007
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"Even the smallest of promises, when broken, can cause an unhealing wound" ---Anonymous







i just liked that .

jacked from someone elses profile ....
23:42 Dec 20 2007
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Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."



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yeah ....

good luck with that

lol

PRIVATE ENTRY
23:32 Dec 20 2007
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• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •

:)
02:32 Dec 18 2007
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beautiful words...
13:03 Dec 14 2007
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"Hello my girl. See you're going through some things. I am really very sorry. I wish I could take it all away my friend. Right all the wrongs and find true love for you, delivered to your door. Secure all the openings to your broken heart, I would if I could."

*sigh*
22:04 Dec 13 2007
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PRIVATE ENTRY
15:03 Dec 12 2007
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• • • • PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRY • • • •

Letting You Go---BonJovi
17:25 Dec 11 2007
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It ain't no fun lying down to sleep

And there ain't no secrets left for me to keep

I wish the stars up in the sky

Would all just call in sick

And the clouds would take the moon out

On some one-way trip



I drove all night down streets that wouldn't bend

But somehow they drove me back here once again

To the place I lost at love, and the place I lost my soul

I wish I'd just burn down this place that we called home

It would all have been so easy

If you'd only made me cry

And told me how you're leaving me

To some organ grinder's lullaby



It's hard, so hard - it's tearing out my heart

It's hard letting you go



Now the sky, it shines a different kind of blue

And the neighbor's dog don't bark like he used to

Well - me, these days

I just miss you - it's the nights that I go insane

Unless you're coming back for me

That's one thing I know that won't change



It's hard, so hard - it's tearing out my heart

It's hard letting you go



Now some tarot card shark said I'll draw you a heart

And we'll find you somebody else new

But I've made my last trip to those carnival lips

When I bet all that I had on you



It's hard, it's hard, it's hard, so hard

It's hard letting you go

It's hard, so hard, it's tearing out my heart

But it's hard letting you go

tonight
01:36 Dec 08 2007
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HE SAID: A man standing on the brink of insanity, embraces the evil that is His life.



HE SAID: Sorrow and Pain are His companions.



HE SAID: Love and Hope, just fading memories

________________________________________



and i ask ....

what of the woman that loves him...who stood on the edge of safe... wanting to embrace him?



sorrow and pain have always been her companions too.. and it seems they have come back home to her once again..



yes... love fades... friendships fade.. but hope doesnt fade...

hope out right dies....



am i wrong to still try to hold on to a dieing hope?

should i let it go... let it die in peace.... or better yet move on to someone who deserves it more than me?



am i supposed to stand here and smile...

pretending everything is gonna be alright?

when another thing that is dieing

is

my

heart







and

my

soul









encircle me

i need to be

taken down

(tns)



nobody likes me baby

if i cry

(tns)





How can I just let you walk away

Just let you leave without a trace

(pc)





Take look at me now

Well theres just an empty space

(pc)





i REALLY Need to NOT listen to music when i feel like this..

but its so much easier to cry.. with background music....

PHIL COLLINS SAYS.... its ...
18:32 Dec 07 2007
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AGAINST ALL ODDS





How can I just let you walk away,

just let you leave without a trace

When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh

You're the only one who really knew me at all



How can you just walk away from me,

when all I can do is watch you leave

Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain,

and even shared the tears

You're the only one who really knew me at all



So take a look at me now,

'cos there's just an empty space

And there's nothing left here to remind me,

just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now,

'cos there's just an empty space

And you coming back to me

is against all odds and that's what I've got to face



I wish I could just make you turn around,

turn around and see me cry

There's so much I need to say to you,

so many reasons why

You're the only one who really knew me at all



So take a look at me now,

'cos there's just an empty space

And there's nothing left here to remind me,

just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now,

'cos there's just an empty space

But to wait for you,

well that's all I can do and that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now,

'cos I'll still be standing here

And you coming back to me is against all odds

That's the chance I've got to take, oh, oho



Just take a look at me now

SEEING THINGS FOR THE FIRST TIME
18:17 Dec 07 2007
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The Black Crowes



SEEING THINGS FOR THE FIRST TIME







I find it hard to shed a tear

You brought it all on yourself my dear

Wrong, yes I may be

Don't leave a light on for me

'Cause I ain't comin' home

It hurts me baby to be alone

Yes, it hurts me baby



A hundred years will never ease

Hearing things I won't believe

I saw it with my own two eyes

All the pain that I can't hide

And this pain starts in my heart

And this love tears us apart

You won't find me bent down on my knees

Ain't bendin' over backwards baby

Not to please



'Cause I'm seeing things for the first time

I'm seeing things for the first time, oh yeah

I'm seeing things for the first time

In my life, in my life



I used to dream

Of better days that never came

Sorry ain't nothin' to me

I'm gone and that's the way it must be

So please I've done my time

Lovin' you is such a crime

You won't fine me down on, on my knees

Won't fine me over backwards baby

Just to please



'Cause I'm seeing things for the first time

I"m seeing things for the first time

Seeing things for the first time

Oh I'm seeing things for the first time

Yeah, seeing things for the first time

I'm seeing things for the first time

Yeah, I'm seeing things for the first time

In my life, in my life

the emotions ?
13:17 Dec 04 2007
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distorted....

overlooked....

lost...

afraid....

alone....

weary..........

spent.....

confused.......................

down hill

forgotten

unable

to

speak

roflmfao
19:45 Dec 03 2007
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A 54 year old woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital.

While on the operating table she had a near death experience.

Seeing God she asked "Is my time up?"

God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live."



Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, liposuction, breast implants and a tummy tuck.

She even had someone come in and change her hair colour and brighten her teeth!



Since she had so much more time to live, she figured she might as well make the most of it.

After her last operation, she was released from the hospital.

While crossing the street on her way home, she was killed by an ambulance.



Arriving in front of God, she demanded, "I thought you said I had another 43 years? Why didn't you pull me from out of the path of the ambulance?"



(You'll love this)











God replied: "I didn't bloody recognize you."

stolen form someone elses journal but OMMFG its so funny !!!!
05:36 Dec 03 2007
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There was a

cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their

lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat,

and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at

him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and

juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a

jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough?

When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head,

stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I

throw up and pass out!.

suggested by a friend ..
01:21 Dec 02 2007
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SOME VELVET MORNING







Some velvet mornin' when I'm straight

I'm gonna open up your gate

And maybe tell you 'bout Phaedra

And how she gave me life

And how she made it end

Some velvet mornin' when I'm straight



Flowers growing on a hill,

dragonflies and daffodils

Learn from us very much, look

at us but do not touch

Phaedra is my name



Some velvet mornin' when I'm straight

I'm gonna open up your gate

And maybe tell you 'bout Phaedra

And how she gave me life

And how she made it end

Some velvet mornin' when I'm straight





Flowers are the things we know,

secrets are the things we grow

Learn from us very much, look

at us but do not touch

Phaedra is my name



Some velvet mornin' when I'm straight

Flowers growing on a hill

I'm gonna open up your gate

dragonflies and daffodils

And maybe tell you 'bout Phaedra

Learn from us very much

And how she gave me life

look at us but do not touch

And how she made it end

THEY JUST dont make bands like THIS any DAMN more...
01:14 Dec 02 2007
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WASTED TIME

BY

THE EAGLES







Well baby, there you stand

With your little head, down in your hand

Oh, my God, you can't believe it's happening

again

Your baby's gone, and you're all alone

and it looks like the end.



And you're back out on the street.

And you're tryin' to remember.

How will you start it over?

You don't know if you can.

You don't care much for a stranger's touch,

But you can't hold your man.



You never thought you'd be alone this far

down the line

And I know what's been on your mind

You're afraid it's all been wasted time



The autumn leaves have got you thinking

about the first time that you fell

You didn't love the boy too much, no, no

you just loved the boy to well, Farewell

So you live from day to day, and you dream

about tomorrow, oh.

And the hours go by like minutes

and the shadows come to stay

So you take a little something to

make them go away

And I could have done so many things, baby

If I could only stop my mind from wondrin' what

I left behind and from worrying 'bout this wasted time



Ooh, another love has come and gone

Ooh, and the years keep rushing on

I remember what you told me before you went out on your own:

"Sometimes to keep it together, we got to leave it alone."

So you can get on with your search, baby, and I can

get on with mine

And maybe someday we will find , that it wasn't really

wasted time

Mm,hm

Oh hoo, ooh, ohh,

Ooh,ooh, mm

Somewhere Tonight
00:48 Dec 02 2007
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WHAT would the world be like .... without BOB SEGER?

___________________________________________



SOMEWHERE TONIGHT





Somewhere tonight

Someones reachin out to someone whos refusin

Someones tired of all the reasons someones using

Someone doesnt understand



Somewhere tonight

Someones thinkin back to someone who got closer

Someones realizin somethings really over

Someones thinkin its too late

Someones thinkin its too late



Theres a cold wind blowin from the north

And the summer birds are leavin

As the sun slips ever further south

The lakes will soon be freezin

And the ice will claim the empty shores

Where the ones in love went walkin

And the hard blue skies will shiver

As the winter clouds come stalkin



And unless you find someone to hold

Unless someone starts carin

Unless you find the warmth you need

Unless someone starts sharin

When the long, dark nights come closin in

And the winter winds come howlin

You dont know if youll make it

Without someone you can count on



Somewhere tonight

Someones packin up and someones really leavin



Someones not quite sad - only disbelievin

Someones walkin out the door

Someones walkin out the door

I Wanted..........
00:33 Dec 02 2007
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NICKELBACK



FAR AWAY





"Far Away"



This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know



[CHORUS]

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore



On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know



[CHORUS]



So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know



I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go